All I Have

It's hard to live the way I feel
During times like this
Suicide pop a pill
During times like this
During times like this oh yea
Its hard to chill keep it real
During times like this
Homicide I want to kill
During times like this
During times like this oh yea

Let's keep it real
Its time to heal
During times like this
Hit the gym
Gain a skill
During times like this
Pay ya bills
Cook ya meals
During times like this
Hold it down
Never squill
During times like this
All the times we miss
Doing mindless shit
On a limitless trip
Until our minds go to shit
Sinking in the sand pit
On the edge with no grip
How much smaller can I get
Another spec or a blip
On your radar
I guess I'm too far
I miss the times we use to kick it like Neymar
Chasing m's without the group this is bizarre
Got me feeling upside down like payments
On a new car
Life is getting too hard
My grocery bill too large
My credit bill to charge
They shooting like a 2 guard
They sailing like the coastguard
A bunch of snakes in the courtyard
Burn it down leave it too charred
I'm sick of staring at blackholes
I need a new star
I often wonder who you are
Who got me feeling sub par
Pulling my strings like a guitar
My memoir
Everyday another new scar

It's hard to live the way I feel
During times like this
Suicide pop a pill
During times like this
During times like this oh yea
Its hard to chill keep it real
During times like this
Homicide I want to kill
During times like this
During times like this oh yea