Screaming Blue Murder

There's a screaming blue murder, every time
Oh a screaming blue murder right behind my eyes
Every time, where my conscience lies
Every time that I recognise, told one too many lies
Everything jeopardised, pretend that I'm fine, privately traumatised

There's a screaming blue murder, every time
Oh a screaming blue murder preying on my mind
Every time you drop me a line, pretend just passing by
Drop in to unwind, and bring some wine, go over old times
The same old hurt I try to disguise, you'll still see it in my eyes

Tales of tears shed and other story lines
So much gets misread, all the secrets we hide
So much goes unsaid, and that's probably wise
Ends with feeling misled, and not by design
Miss all the vital signs, the stars still misaligned

There's a screaming blue murder, beating in my chest
Oh a screaming blue murder a real hornets nest
Once again with you I'm obsessed
Once again my thoughts you infest
Once again finding solace at your breast
Once again my beds in a mess

Try so hard to impress, no will to exercise
All my secrets confessed, a little too much wine
Now my story you bless, How you knew all the time?
Your state of undress, that look in your eyes
Without you how did I ever survive?
To protect you the only reason I ever lied
Only to hurt your pride
My hands felt tied
Again in you I confide
I'm sorry for all the times you cried