flu-like symptoms

Did you know I defended you straight to her face
When my mother said you weren't worth all that pain
I know in an instant I would give it all away
To make you think that I'm ok

Your friends were never that kind to me
Didn't stop me from crying when I say what they think
You'd make up new rules to the game each time that I would leave
So I knew where you were when you said you were busy

I gave you a gift if you think about it
Now it's all my fault, it didn't work out what a shame, not a doubt
But I should be pissed if you think about it
I'm never one to get mad, I just get sick

I should've told you I felt like a bomb
I'd been hiding my feelings for far too long
You tried not to notice, so I let you string me along
And I would've broke down if you'd bothered to ask what was wrong

Must've been something that you never knew
How hard it was just to exist for you
I don't know if I felt the way you wanted me to
Of the lies I've been told that's the one I want to be true

I gave you a gift if you think about it
Now it's all my fault it didn't work out what a shame, what a doubt
But I could be pissed if you think about it
I'm never one to get mad, I just get sick

I gave you a gift if you think about it
Now it's not your fault it didn't work out, not a shame, not a doubt
But I should be pissed if you think about it
I'm never one to get mad