Ache

I don't stand straight
I don't talk properly
I dribble on my words
And people can't hear what I say

I'm too skinny
You can see my ribs and it's disgusting
I'm not confident enough, I wish I was though
'Cause I got comfortable in the role of the awkward boy, but then it all shattered

Every move I make, I notice
I'm so self-aware that it sometimes scares me
People think I'm weird
I'm not really though, I just get comfortable, and then I'm the peculiar one

I don't do things, I'm too scared
I'm too scared to live
I'm too much of a coward to die
I'm too much of a coward to do it

I'm too much of a coward to jump
And I'm too much of a coward to pull it
I'm too much of a coward to take that pill
I wanna fucking kill myself, but I'm too scared

I fucking hate myself for it
I fucking hate myself for it
I wanna kill myself, I wanna die
I wanna just fuck off

I wanna just kill everybody else on this
I don't wanna live anymore
I don't wanna be in this fucking nightmare
That some people call a fucking life

I hate it here
I'm a fucking loser
I'm a fucking, fuck-fuck
I just wanna fuck off

I don't wanna live anymore
I wanna fucking die
But I'm too much of a fucking coward to actually fucking die



Credits
Writer(s): Adrian Nando Alexander Adin Mesic
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