Fun Run

I miss my home, I miss my dog
I'm left here without them, but still growing up
Those four white walls, all the misplaced love
Serve as reminders, I wasn't enough

To step into the doorway, check and see I'm okay
And you didn't, so I thought it might have been forbidden

But she thinks that I should write a song, a song
Stringing the feeling along

But it's all been done, it's already said
I'm running in circles within my head
Just like the fun run, doing the lap
There's no one to cheer me on, no one to clap, nothing left

Well I mixed the colors of our old home
Which now rots away and is left growing old
The new owners moved in, they didn't care
They couldn't see that my life was still in there

Overgrown lawns, rust and decay
I find comfort in vacancy, so in there I stay
Drenched in disbelief, I could never leave

But she thinks I've been in there for too long, too long
Telling me it's time to move on, it's time to move on

But it's all been done, it's already said
I'm running in circles within my head
Just like the fun run, doing the lap
There's no one to cheer me on, no one to clap

But there never has been, it's all imagined
I live in a time that now serves me no purpose
Romanticize, revel in lies
I think it's worth it