Slow Death by Fluorescent Lighting

Tell me why do I hate myself?
I can't blame this on no-one else
Burn this house down on top of my head
I'm better off dead
At least then I don't have feel
I'm running out of lies
Torn the page up a thousand times
Why can't I just admit to myself this pain that I've felt?
I think I need some help

So why should I fall apart?
It's not fair on anyone that I love
And where do I even start?
I'm not sure I can fix a broken heart

Something's broke deep inside my head
Meaning I cannot trust myself
I will no longer accept the voice in my head
Telling me everything's fine
I'm breaking down the walls
I feel like I can only fall
Why can't I just admit to myself these ghosts are what's left?
These pieces are all that I have

So why should I fall apart?
It's not fair on anyone that I love
And where do I even start?
I'm not sure I can fix a broken heart

Tell me why do I hate myself?
Tell me why do I hate myself?



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