ContemplatingInMyCasket

As I sit and contemplate
I hesitate this razor blade
Against my vein in vain
I write away my pain
In play like lights no action
Sit alone not people prone
Just smoking with a ratchet
Put your body in a casket
Speak or run or
Bitch I'm slashing

Dead or alive
Can't hide from the sight
I'm taking these drugs won't survive
Can't level my mental
So steel and a rental
I drive to a place
That nobody will find
Still feeling deprived
Of thinking I'm fine when I'm not
Always tracking my time
From all of the vices
I crumble like ISIS
No crossing my lines
Except when I'm flipping
Like 5-0 can die

For all of the lies
To people alike
We might fall to corruption
Or break out alive
I'm bringing my knife
Cuz do or I die
I Rip you apart in the blink of an eye
Then leave you for birds and the maggots and flies
Above so below yet I'm splitting my ties
Fuck people I'm living but barely alive
You dead to me always so step to the side



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Writer(s): Xavier Goodson
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