No Looking Back

I'm here no looking back
Oh would you look at that?
She really took him back
What are they looking at?

Don't know I would have asked
Was never good at that
I should have took it back
But there's no looking back

There's no end in sight
The long haul been a long night
Played the long game
There at wrong times
Waited my turn
There were long lines

So I took it personally
Get it understood
It's one people universally
Always in my hood
But I'm doing what works for me
Up to no good
But I do it all purposefully

I'm trying to give you a better life
Cause I see how you suffer
So I do what I can
In hopes that I can make up for
The times where I wronged you
The times I was cruel
But I don't think I ever told you
That I used to be you

Maybe it'll all work out
Maybe God has a plan
And if it doesn't
I just hope you'd understand
Maybe this is just temporary
Maybe it's all for the best
And if it isn't
Hope it makes me a better man

I put my hands up to the sky when I'm feeling low
Sometimes I just want to die but you never know
I just hope it's my time when it's time to go
I just need you in my life hope you never go

I'm dealing with mortality I'm dealing with fate
I'm dealing with rejection I'm dealing with hate
I deal with immorality I deal with the fake
But I could never deal with the fact I'm too late

And the truth's falsified
I could never deal with all their lies
I could deal with money costing time
But I could never deal with how I lost my mind

So I think to the future
If there's time left
I'll spend my time useful
I'll focus on things
The things that are crucial
I'll focus on me
Like how I used to

Won't focus on you
Since you feel neutral
Don't feel bad
Cause the feeling's mutual
Life is a game
And the game's new to you
I'll do my best
Better than you could do

I put my hands up to the sky when I'm feeling low
Sometimes I just want to die but you never know
I just hope it's my time when it's time to go
I just need you in my life hope you never go

I put my hands up to the sky when I'm feeling low
Sometimes I just want to die but you never know
I just hope it's my time when it's time to go
I just need you in my life hope you never go