Turn It Up (Unofficial Mental Health Anthem)

Yeah, I'ma bang on this beat, gonna change
I'ma mess up this game like a curveball that hang
Nah, you ain't seen this freak, I became
Top of my game, self-love over pain
Yeah, I'ma bang on this beat, gonna change
I'ma mess up this game like a curveball that hang
Nah, you ain't seen this freak, I became
Top of my game, self-love over pain

I rebuilt. Year-long transformation
Nolan sent McCloskey on a permanent vacation
That cat was wack, had no backbone, or spine to straighten
Nolan's new found energy got drive determination
New to game, probably tell, but I improved, damn it to hell
Fall on face when learn to spit, but I can't stop to give a shhh
I ain't had a drink in like, I don't know, 1200 days
But I still need to lean on bars for music therapy
Mum's with the stars now, Zodiac, a Taurus
Caught cancer, yeah, hole in my heart, Pylorus
Get these patterns out my brain, darkness will no longer reign
Ain't gonna be the same old same, I crushed and killed that inner pain
Life's a game, and I finally got the cheat code
Wrote it here for y'all to see, but ain't nobody read though
Now I got no choice, over beats, I lay this voice
Nolan here to lead a pack of winners, never looking back!

Yeah, I'ma bang on this beat, gonna change
I'ma mess up this game like a curveball that hang
Nah, you ain't seen this freak, I became
Top of my game, self-love over pain
Yeah, I'ma bang on this beat, gonna change
I'ma mess up this game like a curveball that hang
Nah, you ain't seen this freak, I became
Top of my game, self-love over pain

I'm a voice for change, how marijuana, help the brain
Smoke, reflect, and save a life of this here MC on the mic
Here for special reason, certain kind of purpose
Pace around the studio, discover what my worth is
Haters take note when I walk into a room
If Nolan on the property, roll out that heirloom
Run, Forest, run, Jenny, I'ma never be outdone
Apple iPhone, green check, done, Nolan, out work anyone
Don't know where my head is at, tears flowing
But keep a watchful eye on me and places that I'm going
Incubator outed, my whole life been doubted
Babe say trust the process, when Google Map rerouted
Don't know how I'm here, but one thing Nolan does is
Doja gave me confidence to face inward and focus
Son, you gotta rephrase that inner sentence
Thank you, Marsha Linehan and radical acceptance

Yeah, I'ma bang on this beat, gonna change
I'ma mess up this game like a curveball that hang
Nah, you ain't seen this freak, I became
Top of my game, self-love over pain
Yeah, I'ma bang on this beat, gonna change
I'ma mess up this game like a curveball that hang
Nah, you ain't seen this freak, I became
Top of my game, self-love over pain
Yeah, I'ma bang on this beat, gonna change
I'ma mess up this game like a curveball that hang
Nah, you ain't seen this freak, I became
Top of my game, self-love over pain
Yeah, I'ma bang on this beat, gonna change
I'ma mess up this game like a curveball that hang
Nah, you ain't seen this freak, I became
Top of my game, self-love over pain