Past Life

Uh-uh-uh

I still got some things that I gotta leave behind
This for all them times that I ain't think I would survive
Plenty memories lying inside
I cannot let go of my past life
But I been on my own I been on my own
I won't trust a soul I won't trust a soul

Uh uh uh
Hm uh uh uh uh

I remember shit was rough and I ain't never had enough
Was ungrateful what I had wasn't what I needed
Now I get that shit with ease every beat I kill it
But I been on my own I been on my own
I can't trust a soul I can't trust a soul
Conflicted can't decide where I wanna go
Lace my kicks so I don't trip can't afford to fall

Too much negative energy no I can't be around it
Gotta watch who I hang out with and by who I'm surrounded
Even people that I thought were close to me left me drowning
It still brings tears to my eyes
Could really make a fountain
Been reminiscing on my losses and where I come from
Wasn't easy had to work for the shit I got and
Always had a lot of faith stopping wasn't an option
I let people criticize my bro said I got it
I was only 13 we were hopping fences
Getting swept up in some shit don't think that you will get this
Found a passion for some things so I got relentless
I ain't never had nothing now I count my blessings
Took a while to figure out what I really wanted
Used to pray for all of this I had to stay focused
Right before I even knew I was already on it
Funny how I started winning got tired of losses

I remember shit was rough and I ain't never had enough
Was ungrateful what I had wasn't what I needed
Now I get that shit with ease every beat I kill it
But I been on my own I been on my own
I can't trust a soul I can't trust a soul
Conflicted can't decide where I wanna go
Lace my kicks so I don't trip can't afford to fall