Depths of Solitude

I'm staring at the blank piece of paper
Pondering my future
Trying to paint the picture
From the depths of solitude
It gets
Lonely at the top I guess
Well
I'll try and do my best
To remain sane
At peace with who I am
Only way to know
That I'm in the right lane

I know
Where I want to go
But do I want to know
The sacrifice it holds

In my loneliness
I can see beyond the stress
Of the outside mess
Putting determination to the test
Easy to feel depressed
In the face of loneliness
But that's the only place
where I do not feel oppressed
As I sit back reflecting on all that
As I sit back
Me, myself and I we aim high
Thinking of what
Would ideally play out
Working on the layout
In the depths
I can dream as big as I wish to
That's not an issue
Everything comes true
Allow me to continue
You broke me out of solitude

Taking steps in the depths of solitude

I know
Where I want to go
When I'm all alone
I can see it all
Pondering my goal
Preserving my soul
I can see it all
Everything unfolds

I'm trying to find
That peace of mind
To feel fine
Get what's mine
Cross that line
I'll find what defines myself
In the solitude's depths
Where I can express
My true self
I'm trying to find
That peace of mind
To feel fine
Get what's mine
Cross that line
I'll find what defines myself
In the depths
Where I can express them my true self