inStability

They tied my hopes as I waited in silence
And I keep focused on the stain inside my eyelids
If I don't go, then what waste is my guidance
So I keep holding on the remains of my likeness
Until it all gets too mindless
Until it all gets too mindless
Until it all gets too mindless
Until it all gets too

I've got no rhythm to latch onto when the world is too calm
And it seems to me like eternity is oh so boring

Stable, as all things should be
Just stay still
Try to breathe a little
Don't think too hard
Don't do too much
It's gonna be alright
Just sit tight (you might - you might have to wait a long time)

I think I like it here
Is that wrong?
Resolution never worked for me
Is this all there is?
Is this it?
And it seems I can't exist at all
In stability (instability, instability, instability yeah)
I've had my last laugh, I've had my luck
So I leave the last match left unstruck
Your resolution was never truthful
Never for me, in stability

God, I swear I'm not this pessimistic, I'm actually
I feel like I'm the opposite person as the one I'm putting out
There's a world changing out there
And a part of me that'll never change
A part of me thinks it's not fair
Another part just plays along
There's a world changing out there
A world of strangers out there
A world in danger out there
It's hard not to be scared
Of a world that never can change
A part of me that's never static
A part of me says I don't care
Another part's just overdramatic
And the world of strangers all stare
I feel the anger they bear
As I peel the layers away
I see that everyone's sca-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a