Sunlight Spear

See the sunset shine through the gaps in the leaves
Like the dry grass scratches my feet like needles
Saw a few sprouts grow in the middle of spring
They've all dried up like the skin on my knees
And oh these sundays, lying in bed until noon
Was just tired it's not worth feeling so bad
Project the future on the ceiling or onto the sky
Wonder if your dreams or your fears are more real
But you were never my friend
No you were never my friend
It's like I was just born but I've left behind too many things
Like a dead branch that's cut off it's not like I wanted to
Like a raindrop splashed from my car to the ground
Let's just hope that the runoff could make something grow
But you were never my friend
No you were never my friend
You were never my friend
No you were never my friend
But I want to! I won't lie to you
I saw this coming all along
And sitting in silence could be of peace or of despair
But should I trust myself?
There aren't many things that I know well
But it's not wrong to feel like I'm not just something to get rid of
So the sunset pokes through the trees like needles
Leaving patterns on my arms and across the ground
We get scratched on barbed wire as we run through the woods
So we dress it and are reminded we need blood to live
So you were never my friend
You were never my friend