Question For Alchemy

I should have told you
I'm not jealous of people who have died
I'm jealous of people who weren't born
Except that I'm
Brewing an elixir from the core in me
There's little to talk
About the alchemy involved in my head

Um I just, it's just
You did not desire
I did not desire the absence of you
Your eyes- your mind caught my eye's oddity
I seek for the moment I accept your absence
I hope the door will open
And I will be at ease without you
Now that it's over

With his dead sighs
All over my highs
I wanted to tell you good

Bye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
There's no question for the alchemy in my
In my head
There's no question for the sanity of alchemy
Within me

It's like that one saying
Where you say- What is it?
In me is you
Just don't interrogate me, whether it's over or not
There's no need for the constant reminder
There's more to a person than consort
To me there's a reason
It's like you're almost my worst critic
But you're not
Hint, it's me (Yeah, it's me)

With your dead sighs all over my head
I just wanted to tell you good

Bye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
There's no question for the alchemy in my
In my head
There's no question for the sanity of alchemy
Within me

Oh
I say
Goodbye
To you and to me