Future Memories

Why I always feel hot on my tail, I got no trouble no ailments
At least I think so, wait no I don't know
Look at that, I hit a nerve in the crack
Of my brain that'll go splat if I don't keep it under wraps
Trouble's there, I guess I care, oh no
Emotional Regurgitation of how I'll never use my college education
Expert procrastination, I've made good time
When I'm out I give a fuck when you look at me
'Cause God wrote a joke called anxiety
Have a chuckle, hey that's fine, I'm a judgement goldmine
What's that funny thing I said?
Can't remember if it was humour or rhythmic dread
Disconnection, pick a different channel if I'm looking for affection
Everybody's got something to say
Something that can get themselves in life's way
What's my play? All I ever get is my own reflection

I know it won't be easy to understand
But all of time is within the palm of your hand
And whatever's biting you, know you will be free
And all of your problems will soon be future memories

Thinkin' that there's no hope left
That kinda attitude's better left unsaid
Wake up shake up, wait stop shaking, your mind's been made up
Pick a direction, it's time to pace
Think of everything wrong and how you can save face
You came last place, something in your head must be corrupt
Look at me, I'm trained to hate me
The more I say me the more it burns my psyche
Self protection, I'm the only person that can give rejection
After your intervention
You realise what's wrong is your imperfections
Big claps, congratulations on your self reflection

I know it won't be easy to understand
But all of time is within the palm of your hand
And whatever's biting you, know you will be free
And all of your problems will soon be future memories

I know it won't be easy to understand
But all of time is within the palm of your hand
And whatever's biting you, know you will be free
And all of your problems will soon be future memories