Inoculation

Rest in peace to my Albatross
Genghis
I don't mean to act like this

Enter the light beam
My life's not what it seems
My life got so complicated
It's the silence I keep
I feel a ghost
Slip into my sleep
Whisper dipped into my dreams
Formed the new vision I breathe
Then I feel awoke
Czar La Rise from the reed
Why does the Sun go down
I feel it close
Locked onto my gravity
I perceive time with a sifting sieve
I spread the truth like a spore and seed
Atlas Shrugged made Sissyphus sing
I don't mean to act like this

Hit 'em with the 808 to feel the vibe
Inoculate the old tribe
Living this strife can't take my time
They want my life
And the days up
But the daisies never grew in this land I knew
I pushed rocks up from the root of the truth
Dagger and tooth of a broken lie
Got a red light but I ran through, used
To be chained up but they came loose
Only broke the mold when I mildew
Clapped in traffic - clan move
Snap the back of his lid like canned food
Well I'm a killer: Shamoo
Levied all my time then vamoose
All of my enemies went poof

I'll admit it's Rambo
Ninja. Bamboo
Equip that mask, black boots, strapped up
To collect my past dues

Got a red light but I ran through
Like Dexter, need the blood too
Like Dexter: no proof
I constructed every alibi and beta switch
Bitch I hide in plain sight
Quote-unquote fiction
Quid pro quo, Clarice, you high ha
I was just getting even
They gave us this so I gave em that
He took a this so I took a that
Tits for tat, Clarice, you mad huh
You wouldn't even know the difference
You wouldn't know where I came from
You wouldn't know why I would do it
No matter what, I'm the good guy
Don't let his kinfolk fool you
I know that they still walk and breathe
These shadows keep stalking me
Can't wait to put them to sleep
Let me double that back

I waited about seven-double-O days
To double-O-seven the front his brain
Quit acting woke, wise guy
Enlightened his mind third eye
Took the form of karma that night
Don't mean to act like this
I don't mean to act like this

I like to be on the vulnerable side
All the discretion has kept me alive
Sanity's candle's been through the flame
Waxing off all of the troubles and lies
Nothing will ever really be the same
And I've been putting salt inside my veins
Thought it would make all the blood clot
Think that I screwed up my own brain
I can feel the force of the milk drop
Deep down deep into my land
Down down deep into the sand
Deep deep down no one to save
Six feet deep in the honey, my grave

I got the funk, I got the wave
I got the night, I got the day
I bend the time and I'm folding space
Still keep the nine loaded on my waist
One in the chamber, keep it off safety
All my life I don't play any games
Look me in the eyes and you will know
I don't mean to act like this

But it's not an act
It's the other part of me
A part that got away
A part that won't fade away
No matter how much I hate this
Thinking about that
Thinking about that
Thinking a
Thinking about that
Thinking a
Thinking a
Thinking about that face
Eyes lost in space
I felt the soul his mom loved
Get dropped in place

So bitch don't lie to me
Fuck that - slide to me
I don't need beef for clout
I want that privacy
I'll sniff you out
I don't need my dog with me
I don't mean to act like this
Apologize if I lose my shit
Tantalized by the tip of the grip
I know I should be smarter
Than to confess and get off my chest But karmas a bitch and rips my conscience with a complex alarm and a switch and all of this isn't what I envisioned honestly

Enter the light beam
My life's not what it seems
My life got so complicated
It's the silence I keep
I feel a ghost
Slip into my sleep
Whisper dipped in my dreams
Formed the new vision I breathe
I feel awoke
Czar la rise from the reed
Why does the Sun go down
I feel it close
Locked onto my gravity
I feel the soul