I Apologize To Myself

I apologize to myself
I've fallen pretty down, down, down
I don't know what might help
But I think I'm strong enough to fight

I've gotten tired of reality
I prefer to change the way my brain works
The effect it has on me is something that I can't let go of

(Can't let go of)

I apologize to myself
I've fallen pretty down, down, down
I don't know what might help
But I think I'm strong enough to fight

At first it was just to have fun with friends
A week night to see how it felt
Then I started to do it by myself
Couple months after I needed it to sleep well

(I needed it to sleep well)

Should I do it tonight to feel alright?
Would I be able to sleep without it
Should I talk to someone to let it all out or do I keep letting this owe me?

I apologize to myself
I know I've fallen pretty down, down, down
I still don't know what might help
But I think I'm strong enough to fight



Credits
Writer(s): Leyla Comel
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