Enemies

This wasn't the easiest thing for me to write
Or the hardest thing in life
But it felt that way because I was soaring too high
She said what I said mattered I took it to heart
And like every other girl I liked
I let those words spark it
Sometimes I feel like these feelings were my enemies
The ones that are always letting me down but
I realized it could just be me
Or the people around me
Or the decisions I make
Whatever it may be
It's not wrong to feel it's how you go about it and
If it works how you sustain it
And if not how you get better from it
So never give up on yourself
Y'all got to hear how I felt
The rap bag's up next

Ye
Closing my eyes
But I still keep my eye on enemies
Wasted my time on how I felt
Girl you not into me
Played me like I'm a child
You talked like we was meant to be
Guess I got played girl I can't rewind
Movin forward fast and leave it behind
I'm bummed out
I'm gettin to the green
But I ain't vegetarian
I get my kung pao
These bars like bullets from it
Make no gun sound
I'm locked in like somehow
I'm boxing like 12 rounds
I'm boxed in
Been closed in
Been closing
I couldn't even work
Without your ways I wasn't focused
I didn't even know
The best thing for me was you over
I got carried away like I was dead
But I'm still living
Been heavy on the soul
Feels like that weight
It just fell inside of me
Girl I know you can't see the things
The things I can see
If I don't bring it to you
You don't know how to read
I write this with regrets
But owe you no apologies
I ain't sayin ay
Cold world in my hoodie
Hoodie SZN like Boogie
Westside lost forever
You were my topia
Don't need you anymore
My world don't start with you (U)
I might spill all the tea (T)
Make a hater go oh (O)
What's surprising cuz I still keep it P (P)
I ate up a plate (IA)
So much serving to me
I ain't talking bout racks
Ballin like I'm in Venice
A menace girl I ain't Dennis
Like Duke yeah I said it
Things of that nature I said it

Eastside over here
2am in the 'Ville on my notes shedding tears
Take the game eyes closed keep em near
Take it both eyes closed keep em near
Enemies
I keep my distance in competition
I pass em by I let em be
First place
I'm killing enemies yeah

You thought that I was gon fold but girl I just can't relate
Heard you like it swift shake you off of me let you dissipate
You play me shady I'm waving it off can't you let you play me
Girl you really thought you'd get me
Awesomehussu back girl imma have kill you next
Leave it open I just see the text
Yeah I got it anyways but now I'm being petty
Cuz you really deemed me less
Even if you tell me I was wrong
I saw it wrong girl ion wanna take the next
Step cuz I'm tryna get my life together
I ain't really tryna reconnect
I ain't really tryna
Maybe we can be friends
Maybe we can make amends
I ain't tryna play these games you play
I felt it when you said the things you said
Girl you said you expect me talkin to you
Like I'm servin sets to ya
You ain't even tapped in for real girl
I know more about you than you
Got chips on my shoulder
Like girl there's a flavor behind every smile
I'm rufflin feathers
Don't matter I get to the queso the pounds yeah

Eastside over here
2am in the 'Ville on my notes shedding tears
Take the game eyes closed keep em near
Take it both eyes closed keep em near
Enemies
I keep my distance in competition
I pass em by I let em be
First place
I'm killing enemies yeah



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Writer(s): Syed Chishty
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