wow what a mess!

We've been growing apart for a while now
You've been breaking my heart for a while now
And I just hope that you know
I really wish you were here

And I just hate that
Maybe another year
That I don't want to get so tired
And maybe so fucking scared
It's like you're uninspired
Like you don't even really care
You know me too well
I'm not afraid of living
I'm holding on still
My skin knows I'm feeling

So sad, afraid, and alone
You make me feel my heart
'Cause it's not easy to stay
When I'm not worth any reasons
Wish that you can just see them
I would make it up I'm not afraid

It's almost like the way the stress feels as it keeps getting tighter
Pulling my every move and muscle like a tidal
Looking down a city grate that seems too real to be alive
Cause I don't know what that's like cause
Maybe I'm just not what I wanted



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