Avocado

Lately I've been crazy
And I'm always calling myself crazy
And a couple record labels pay me
But can I sign deal, im just waiting
But I'm running out of all this patience
If I studied in school and I did all my learning I know it's discerning but patients
I'd have a couple hundred patients
And a couple hundred on a waitlist
And they would tell their friends and they would tell their friends from word of mouth it's so contagious
But lately I've been getting wasted

Cuz I don't have a fucking job
My momma wna get involved ugh
She thinks this shit is just a hobby
I told my mama it's a hobby

So she don't gotta have a heart attack
And one of these days I am gonna snap
And why do u think that I only rap
And sometimes I feel like an alley cat
Cuz everybody tryna money match
And they just wonder where my money at
I wish I was in always Sunny's cast
Cuz everybody is so funny yeah
And they don't care about the money match

But I don't wna get a job
I'm really sry mom and pops
My musics blowing up I'm hot
I'm probly gonna get a lot
I'll park my car within the spot
I'm smoking marijuana pot
I'll probly take another shot for u
I'll probly take another shot
I'll be as famous as u thought
And all this hatred is exhaustin
And why tf am in Boston
My god is saying are u lost
U weren't even on the cross
U didn't do what u were taught
But u might make it to the top
I'll fucking kill u if u stop woah

And these days idc about it anymore
My whole team don't care about it anymore
At fourteen almost drowned I thought I'd be a ghost
At eighteen yeah I did a lot u didn't know
And now I'm chillin when I make a million ima ghost
And I don't really even fucking care if u don't know me x2

I ate some steak and cheese for breakfast
I bought my mama a new necklace
Ur probly thinking that I'm precious
Ill sing the outro in a second
But I'm tryna conversate a message
That everybody can be precious.
And everybody can be everybody that gives everybody a collective
Cuz all u need is a collective
Cuz all u need is a collection
Of everybody in depression
And make 'em happy with ur message x4

U can make it if u try
U don't even gotta rhyme
Please don't look into the light
God is tryna take ur life ugh