Find My Way

I'm tryin', I'm tryin' to find a way
Way back to you (yeah)
I'm trying, I'm trying to find a way
Way back to you
Uh, yeah

Certain things that I went through take a toll on me, mentally (take a toll on me, mentally)
I let go of everyone I love but hold onto the memories (hold onto the memories)
I don't wanna have to take the blame for the things that I didn't do (things that I didn't do)
But I don't wanna take responsibility for all that I did to you (yeah)

I'm in my thoughts in too deep, can't turn back now
Stubborn and selfish, yeah, I know, hard for me to back down
Hiding my smile, pouring my emotions in a red cup
Hate that I feel so deep, hate that I think too much
Tryna heal myself the same way I lost myself (lost myself)
Why I feel the more I try, the more I'm not myself?
Maybe my head don't work, maybe the meds don't work
I wanna feel numb, maybe I'd rather be dead
Dead don't hurt (dead don't hurt)

I'm tryin' (and without you right here, my heart is frozen)
I'm tryin' to find a way (like everything I touch ends up broken, yeah)
Way back to you (me, I'm still searchin', yeah, me I'm still)
I'm tryin', I'm tryin' to find a way
Way back to you



Credits
Writer(s): Marco Archer, Anthony Ruiz
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