Everleave

I make your coffee, pack your lunch
I've never heard "Good morning, beautiful"
I always thought I ask too much
Is my fairytale idea of love delusional?

And you've got no idea I'm drowning
Mind is racing, heart is pounding
Is today the day I walk away?

Maybe I can hurt forever if it keeps you happy
'Cause there are days I think we'll be alright
But I can't keep pouring from a cup so empty
Then turn my back and try to sleep at night

If nothing changes, I might break
I don't think you believe I'll ever leave

Standing at the kitchen sink
I wonder if you'll ask about my day
I'm washing off your dinner plate
And all I see is a decade down the drain

And you've got no idea I'm drowning
Mind is racing, heart is pounding
Is today the day I walk away?

I thought I could hurt forever if it kept you happy
'Cause there were days I thought we'd be alright
But I can't keep pouring from a cup so empty
Then turn my back and try to sleep at night

If nothing changed, I said I'd break
I know you don't believe I'll ever leave

Now I'm not leaving lights on
I left 'em on for too long
I'm not wrong for this
And one day it'll all make sense

For every night you heard me plead
If one more reason's what you need
I guess me at 21 and 31
Just wanted different things

I thought I could hurt forever if it kept you happy
But now I know I'll never be alright
But I can't keep pouring from a cup so empty
Then turn my back and try to sleep at night

Oh, nothing changed
I had to break to
Make myself believe
I'd ever leave

I'd ever leave
I thought I'd never leave



Credits
Writer(s): Lauren E Weintraub
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