Pity Party

I wish I knew the ways I could get you off my mind
It's so exhausting trynna hate you all the time
Imma fill my cup and roll one up cause it's the only thing to get me high
I had a taste of all the things we could've been
But that was just empty words and broken promises
I'd do anything to fade you out and finally wash your memory off my lips

Yeah, I know, it's okay that I'm not okay
Right now
But before I let go of the pain
Imma let me drown

Tonight I'm gonna lay down in this hell
Throw a pity party for myself
I be goin' on and on, on and on, yeah
On and on, on and on
Yeah, I just wanna slow dance in my room
Cry until I get me over you
I be goin' on and on, on and on, yeah
On and on, on and on

Ain't nobody ever told me 'bout all the good in goodbye
Or how much satisfaction that I'd get in leavin' you behind
Though I took my time, I know that now I done right by me
Oo-wee

Yeah, I know it's okay that I'm not okay right now
(know that I am not okay right now, yeah)
But before I let go of the pain, Imma let me drown

Tonight I'm gonna lay down in this hell
Throw a pity party for myself
I be goin' on and on, on and on, yeah
On and on, on and on
Yeah, I just wanna slow dance in my room
Cry until I get me over you
I be goin' on and on, on and on, yeah
On and on, on and on

And in the mornin' I'll be good, good, good
And in the mornin' I'll be good, good, good

I just need a minute, a minute to myself
I just need a miniute (or two, yeah) a minute to myself
And I'll be good
Good, good, good, yeah
In the mornin' I'll be good
I'll be good, so good