from my future (her)

Pointless to be alive pointless to feel high, it's pointless this life
I can't feel my pain
Not healthy i'm fried, inside I have died, I am so tired
I just wanna be dead
I don't wanna deal with love
Forced upon my soul
Forced all the memories
And wasted my time

I don't wanna be here with you I wanna be here with her
She does love me a lot
People always hate what they don't have, something that they want
I am the target
I have what they all want
I wanna be alive
They're mad that I made it
They wanna take my life

Taking my life, you can, but I don't think it'll work
Cause now i'm immune to pain
Pointless is life, pointless is time, pointless it's fine
Trust me I will be okay

Pointless to be alive pointless to feel high, it's pointless this life
I can't feel my pain
Not healthy i'm fried, inside I have died, I am so tired
I just wanna be dead
I don't wanna deal with love
Forced upon my soul
Forced all the memories
And wasted my time

I got replaced and I hate it, the fact i'm alone
She said she'd never leave me
I always made sure I told her how special she was
She would never believe me
The thoughts of leaving me
My insides are bleeding
My heart hearts from pounding
My eyes hurt from sobbing

Sobbing and crying I hate it, but I have moved on
I have found a new girl
She is perfect and she loves me, unlike the last one
Last one was full of mistakes

Pointless to be alive pointless to feel high, it's pointless this life
I can't feel my pain
Not healthy i'm fried, inside I have died, I am so tired
I just wanna be dead
I don't wanna deal with love
Forced upon my soul
Forced all the memories
And wasted my time



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