Polyamory Blues

I'm sorry I scheduled more time with my other boyfriend
He seemed less complicated 'cause
He's new
But then I got to know him
And he's complicated too
And now I wanna spend more time with
You

With you, with you, with you, with you
When everything goes crazy
Well I need your lovin' baby
Yeah you, yeah you

Well I noticed you scheduled more time with your other girlfriend
Which seemed less complicated 'cause she's free
But now you're all booked up
And I'm struggling to see
When exactly you'll find time for me

For me, for me, for me, for me
Well I'm just feelin' lately
Like everything's gone crazy
For me, for me

There's only just so many
Fuckin' hours in a day
Sometimes I wish for more
Sometimes for less

And others have ideas as well
About whether I am juggling well
But most the time it just feels like a mess

A mess, a mess, oh bless this mess I guess
Oh everytime I let myself be loved it's like a cry for help
I guess, I guess

Well it's tragic I didn't plan out my life in accordance
With what other people need to feel secure

So I just fuck up
And so do they
And I suppose we'll find a way
To share this life while cutting down on pain

Pain, pain, pain, pain
All the pain we're feelin' is fine if we are healing
But baby are we healin' or are we just
Revealing our pain, our pain

Sometimes I get to thinking
I should give up loving humans
It seems less complicated when they're gone
And if I ever got lonely
I'd just make a date with parts of me
Who used to treat me quite badly
But who I've come to like lately
That's me, me
That's me, me
Oh I'm just out here dealin'
While the world keeps throwin' feelings
At me, at me, at me, at me, at me