Fallin'

Can't think about it
Don't wanna talk about it
Don't want to think about the times
Where I was drunk and all alone
I was crying over the phone
To you
These complications
In my imagination
Are drifting straight into the void
And I don't even know myself
I can't recognize myself
No more

Bad thoughts circling inside of my mind
Why try?
Am I better dead or alive?

Days go by but still I feel like dying
I can't help it but at least I'm trying
Pick myself up even when I'm so low
Days go by but still I keep on fallin'
I don't even know if it's the drama
That I'm causing or if it's something
Larger
Days go by but still I keep on fallin'
Days go by but still I keep on fallin'

I keep on asking myself
Is this all just some stupid game?
Am I better off alone tell me was I
The one to blame?
Or not I was ashamed
I thought I fucked it up a lot
I thought I couldn't stop but
It turns out that every good thing is
Gonna end
Or am I in a bad dream that will never end?
Tell me once
Tell me twice
Tell me did I pay the price?
For you

And I night it gets real hard
My minds been shuffling like a deck of cards
It gets real hard
It gets real hard
Oh no

Days go by but still I feel like dying
I can't help it but at least I'm trying
Pick myself up even when I'm so low
Days go by but still I keep on fallin'
I don't even know if it's the drama
That I'm causing or if it's something
Larger
Days go by but still I keep on fallin'
Days go by but still I keep on fallin'