Ain't a Barn In Sight (A.B.S)

Never quite sure where I fit in, family split up like a dividend
Roll up the tree then it enter (lung)
Steady and focus the mission, on forward attention
My heart done felt better days, I can't pay it no deposits
Think it's better off callous, tryn' keep away from malice
Yo word don't mean shit to me, I peep the action (uh)
Ain't stalkin' celery
Green is attractive (uh)
But I need the substance, tell me where is yo back end
Know I don't like to back down, ooh if you knew me back then
Wasn't this good at attracting, all the wants that I needed
Gotta gobble up this chip on my shoulder before it make me feel conceited
Baby I be in my own world, tryn plan how to stop over thinking
I knew that I'd be my own man when I first seen my pops n'em drinkin'
But I still got the temper, sometimes I really gotta (Breathe, ahhh)
I found out mama was human, when the house started bleedin'
(bleed, bleed)
All that debt that was accruing weighed the ship to start it sinkin' (sink, sink)
I been tryna find the loose ends, below the knots I'm steady tweaking (tweak, tweak)

Why you mad, cause you do all the shit that they tell you
Buy into the dreams that they sell you, that ain't retaining no value
Why you sad, movin' yo feet to the beat of the capital
Stuffin' yo self in the beef like it's Raviol- in sync like Kareo-
(March in the Madness to burial)

I do my dirt, I take my licks
I eat that cat like some Ruth Chris
I rarely miss, I miss rare tho
Miss them days when I had the Fro'
Used to get it twist up inna corn row
Had to do it slow cause I'm tender headed
We ain't have the loaf but that chicken breaded
Growing up I took it for granted
Feelin numb, in and out smoke to my lungs
Since teen age me & green haze-
Made relations under moonlight see yo true tone, got the new phone ain't dial back
Burned like Zuko kicked no Judo how yo ass hit the sly attack
Feelin' me somehow I'm still intact, finna breeze thru like it ain't no past
Due in for licks yo tender ass on my ass too, tryn' get the Braggs
Seasons changed, demeanor too I'm feelin blue been in my bag
For some time now, learned to rhyme now I put bloodshed in the pad
Like once a month, my flow ain't heavy I been shamming on my craft
Niggas spend hours on internet back and forth honestly I ain't really into that
I be on YouTube tutorials tryna figure out how to get me a different check
I be deeper in these woes tryna figure out how all this life shit intersect

Why you mad, cause you do all the shit that they tell you
Buy into the dreams that they sell you, that ain't retaining no value
Why you sad, movin yo feet to the beat of the capital
Stuffin yo self in the beef like it's Raviol- in sync like Kareo-

(Water)
How deep will you let it take you before you flood the world with your emotions?
Who'll be your lifeboat if you knife those who don't float right in your presence?
Growin' enemies, many once family & friends
We all know foresight ain't necessarily 20/10 but-
(Leave that poor man alone he is blind)