Friday Night

10:44 on a Friday Night
Too much to say
But you're out of sight
And out of reach
With every single breath i take
There's nothing I can do to keep
From the fear
Of the gun they call lies
Pressed up against the mirror and it's aimed between my eyes

And all i wanna do is
Is pull the trigger

Bang goes the gun as it hits the floor
And i sprint out of my house
Because i know there's more
Than all of this
The anger
The fear and pain
And i jump into my car as my thoughts get rearranged

Put the key in the ignition
And i start to drive
Take a left at the turn
And my fears come alive
The thought of being left alone
Makes me wanna kill the bitch that overtake my throne

You played me
You saw me as a pawn for your game
I was doomed from the start
As my body felt drained
From every minute that i waited
To stand up for myself
All i wanted to do
Was go back to her and tell her that I love her

I'm doing 90 headed north on 65
Feel the tension release
And the tears start to dry
The rain
It falls so heavy
The wheels spin left
And i barely miss the levy
The car it spins out of control
I've nowhere to go
My mind goes blank
And I've lost all control
The car it runs into the house
I check
And there's no one to be found