Lost It

Maybe I've lost it this time
Maybe I'm the only one losing my mind
It just seems everyday I'm put on trial for being too honest or being too kind
I forgot myself
I can still remember being everybody else
Maybe It's my turn to shine
Just in time for them to see me lose my mind

This time I'll let it fall apart
I'll sit and watch it bleed
I won't even try to fix it
It's about time I fucking lost it
I tried to find a way out
So don't try to tell me
That there's someone else that gets it
It's about time I fucking lost it

How could I let you inside
Everything you've ever said has turned into a lie
I finally break away to get on track
And you show up sticking a knife in my back
I've been in this darkness too long
Hating everyone and doing everything wrong
I know that it's my turn to shine
I don't care they can watch me lose my mind

This time I'll let it fall apart
I'll sit and watch it bleed
I won't even try to fix it
It's about time I fucking lost it
I tried to find a way out
So don't try to tell me
Because there's no one left that gets it
It's about time I fucking lost it

And if I found a way for me to break free
I'd leave this worthless life behind
Another day contemplating
What these thoughts mean
I've gotta burn it all this time

This time I'll let it fall apart
I'll sit and watch it bleed
I won't even try to fix it
It's about time I fucking lost it
I tried to find a way out
So don't try to tell me
Because no one will ever get this
It's about time I fucking lost it



Credits
Writer(s): Donnie Constantine
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