Closure (feat. Groovy!)

Man Paolo killed this shit

Everyday I'm thinking bout you I'm just losing respect
I apologize that I was never who you'd expect
Looking back at everything you said it wasn't direct
I guess you never thought about the everlasting effects
But that's just how the world works
This pain lingers so we spark up, sip and pop percs
I don't think you'll ever understand it, you ain't never been hurt
I'm just hoping when you lost me you could see what I'm worth
But cut the bullshit
You gave me false hope knowing I ain't cool with it
You knew I had those feelings then you start abusing it
I told you what I wanted then you started losing it
Man fuck that had to move on quick can't fall back
Ion even care whether or not you call back
All the shit that you were doing to me, I lost track
Telling myself now I hope you never come back

My bottled up emotions cause commotion in my ocean
Sometimes this shit too much and it start fucking with my motion
Wish it could all go away cook some shit up like a potion
All my feelings keep on spreading like I put on too much lotion
Always wonder how I'd be if I didn't let myself be open
Maybe I'd be doing better and my clock wouldn't feel so broken
Often keep my head high lot of times I've been outspoken
So when it's my turn to speak, it's like all my words been stolen
My silence taken advantage, overlooked don't know me truly
Everybody think I'm tripping like who that is ain't that groovy
Why you acting like you hate us ain't even y'all man I'm just cooling
Just hate how slow I'm living, think all this shit is stupid
Overcomplicated love now I'm in desperate need of Cupid
If I had him in my corner all my relations would be more fluent
I understand I ain't the best and I could be better suited
But if my love isn't enough maybe this part should be concluded