Shade of Bad Thoughts

I don't wanna fall
In the middle of the shame
You wanna take me out of me
In a dark side of my mind

And I know if I'll go away
Or I'll be in your tide
I just want to feel my breath
In a big room of my pain

And I told you I was here
Slowly crawling down
So I'll fade away for a shade

Please let me go
Let me fall in my own rain
I wanna see me down
In the rumors of this town

I wanna listen to myself
That only wants me sad
And I promise I won't go
To the shade of my bad thoughts

Now I've seen you speak
While I was so afraid
I didn't know you could hear me
Crying in my silent night

And I told you I was here
In a December purple sky
Thinking I was not me
Thinking I was a numb

Now I just want to be a soldier
With an armor of glow steal
So I'll fade away for a shade

Please let me go
Let me fall in my own rain
I wanna see me down
In the rumors of this town

I wanna listen to myself
That only wants me sad
And I promise I won't go
To the shade of my bad thoughts

Please let me go
Let me fall in my own rain
I wanna see me down
In the rumors of this town

I wanna listen to myself
That only wants me sad
And I promise I won't go
To the shade of my bad thoughts

Oh-oh-oh, I wanna listen to myself
That only wants me sad
And I promise I won't go
To the shade of my bad thoughts