Fall

Why does nothing seem to hurt?
Never had the chance to say any word
Cried one night, and that's all
Is that three years' worth nothing to me at all?
I couldn't write a single thing
I could never think of one thing to remind me of the feeling back then
Got the letter, didn't throw it at all
But is that three years' worth nothing to you at all?

Now all I could ever think is the tears that night in my bed
Just to think I deserve to be pushed by someone
Who I saved more than anyone else

But now, the feeling subside
I guess they were right
Oh, I wish that I could take it all back
(Take it back, take it back)
The feeling subside
And I made up my mind
Oh, I wish that I could build myself up if I fall again this time

Before you could ever say goodbye
I know that you planned it ahead of time
Decided to break my wall
'Cause you told me "I'll never leave you alone"
The day you decided to set me free
I can't just erase all the memory
Pain? It's written in me
I keep trying to fix this and all you want is to leave

Now all I could ever think is the tears that night in my bed
Just to think I deserve to be pushed by someone
Who I saved more than anyone else

But now, the feeling subside
I guess they were right
Oh I wish that I could take it all back
(Take it back, take it back)
The feeling subside
And I made up my mind
Oh, I wish that I could build myself up if I fall again this time

I knew we'd fall from that day
Never made a move its okay
I was strangling too
Now I'm willing to make you go
Go

So don't tell me that I never loved you
'Cause you know, oh, we both know
That I've really fallen for you
I know you felt it too