Wish I Could Stay

I've been the villain
More than I care to admit
And I've taken pills from doctors
Since I was a kid

There's no cure for loneliness
No cure for pain
But there's healing in forgiveness and love

I wish I could stay here
I wish I could be a better man
Spend the whole day here
Show you it's more than just pretend
But I'm running from a lifetime of chasing myself
And trying to find my purpose in someone else
And I hate to say I'm not ok
But I'm not afraid to make mistakes anymore

Call me a sinner
Don't call me a saint
I don't want to be the winner
I didn't even want to play

It's not black and white
To do the right thing at the right time
But there's color in the fight for love

I wish I could stay here
I wish I could be a better man
Spend the whole day here
Show you it's more than just pretend
But I'm running from a lifetime of chasing myself
And trying to find my purpose in someone else
And I hate to say I'm not ok
But I'm not afraid to make mistakes anymore

I'm running from a lifetime of chasing myself
And trying to find my purpose in someone else
And I hate to say I'm not ok
But I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid

I wish I could stay here
I wish I could be a better man
Spend the whole day here
Show you it's more than just pretend
But I'm running from a lifetime of chasing myself
And trying to find my purpose in someone else
And I hate to say I'm not ok
But I'm not afraid to make mistakes anymore



Credits
Writer(s): Canaan Howell
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