Abandon All Hope

Abandon all hope, abandon the sinner
The steps to my heart couldn't get any thinner
Abandon the reason but reason with love
Abandon religion or you'll self destruct
To all my transgressions, you fill me with lessons
But mostly ones written to fill me with questions
And doubt, I found out I could barely get out
Of my head so instead I'm here singing in bed
Abandoning reason, scheduling appointments
Actively tackling my own disappointment
Love what I do, lately love is just average
And when I feel down I make music my leverage
Am I still a fire or dwindling flames
My wax has been melting, I can't be the same
Losing what matters, what matters the most
But I'm here to tell you my walls have a moat
And it's boring without you
I was soaring around you
Sunday mornings are quiet
No more stories to make me feel guilty
My moments are filthy again
And it's great
I'll be late
To that heavenly gate
Here on the inside, lost in the riptide
Remembering the old days to strengthen my own mind
Losing what matters, what matters the most
My own independence is all I would show
This one's to my father, this one's from his daughter
Who falls on her own ways, that's all life would offer
Abandoning family with no choice at all
And after we lost you my mind took the fall
Now I'm doing better, my story's this letter
For all of the daughters who molded with pressure
Took pain and misfortune, yet stand on their own
But I'm here to tell you I've missed you the most
And it's boring without you
I was soaring around you
Sunday mornings are quiet
No more stories to make me feel guilty
I love you, I'm listening again
Raise my hands
I'll ascend
And be wholesome again
We can wait
Love will stay
We'll be here when it ends