Alone (Pillows And Covers)

Hanging out with friends yeah
Playing all the games and
Laughing all the laughters
Then I get back home

If my pillow had a voice
It could tell me I'm annoyed
I'm so tired of your cries
My insides are filled with your tears
If my covers could cry out
It could say please not today
I'm so worn out from your grips
My insides are filled with your tears

How can I not be alone
Yet feel so lonely
How can I have so much friends
Yet my mind starts wondering

Am I even loved, am I even liked
When I go
Will I be remembered
Will they care
Can they see I'm slipping away slowly
Surely they can see me going down

My mind keeps telling me it's time to go
All my fears are waiting for me at the door
Can't nobody see it's not a metaphor
Have so much I wanna be but can't afford
And it's called having bad company
I can't be by myself and that's killing me
It's no one's fault my mind attacking me
And the worst part is I can't even speak
I'm so scared so I live in duality
I can't say what's wrong cox of society
I've been convinced it's me and nobody else
I've been told what I am is the devil so

Am I even loved, Am I even liked
When I go
Will I be remembered
Will they care
Can they see I'm slipping away slowly
Surely they can see me going down

If my pillow had a voice
It could tell me I'm annoyed
I'm so tired of your cries
My insides are filled with your tears
If my covers could cry out
It could say please not today
I'm so worn out from your grips
My insides are filled with your tear



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