Heartbreak

Girl I know you on my mind
Thinking bout you all the time
Seeing if you really care
You know I'm not one to share
Should I stay or should I go
Honestly that I should know
Fighting demons in my brain
Tryna deal with all this heartbreak
Yeah yeah
I'm tryna deal with all this heartbreak
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

I might pull in foreign
Hold up stop that shits just boring
In the game to change the tempo
Tryna be the new exemplo
In my own lane you can't swerve yeah
Remember these chicks used to curve me
Work hard with no distractions
In my zone no interaction
What you niggas calling rap is looking like a bad contraption
Kids these days just be copying
Cuz their minds are all deluded
That's what I've just now concluded
Move on my ones that's secluded
Girls on IG are illusions
I move different I'm mutant
I get checks like a bad student
You to fake more like translucent

I tried and tried time again
You break my heart
But you won't let it mend
My love for you is dead and gone
It hurts that true but we move along

Yeah girl I know you on my mind
Thinking bout you all the time
Seeing if you really care
You know I'm not one to share
Should I stay or should I go
Honestly that I should know
Fighting demons in my brain
Tryna deal with all this heartbreak
Yeah yeah
I'm tryna deal with all this heartbreak
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

L-Lord I'm just tryna deal with the heartbreak
You said that you love me well
That's what they all say
N-Njenga on production
So you know it's gon be saucy
Verse two not vs you
I'm a witch doctor I'll curse you oh
Oh I don't know how I'm gonna cope
Feelings at an all-time low
Feeling like I wanna throw up
Wanna pour up and sip the remedy
Find my place up in the serenity
Get you dismantled now your debris
Now you're no longer an amenity
Times change now shit C'est la Vie
She'll remember me like a melody
Feeling charged up like a felony
They be pulling gimmicks
It's a dame shame
All for the clout all for the gain
Not a damn soul I can trust now
Time to go to work we making money now

I tried and tried time again
You break my heart but you won't let it mend
You won't let it mend left it shattered into pieces
Reminiscing on the memories
Yeah I could write a thesis

Yeah Ooo

Now tell me, have you ever been heartbroken before?
Have you ever been fucking stabbed?
Eh no not particularly- It's like being stabbed
You never know what it's like until you're bleeding the fuck out
Uh shit I mean are you okay?
It's like 19 stages of grief like dedicating and picturing
Your whole life with this one person
Everything seems so perfect and like nothing can go wrong
And suddenly, everything just shuts the fuck down
Like your entire life has been ripped away from you
Like everything's a lie and you're thrown in to this deep dark
Hole of not knowing who you are or who you are
Meant to be, Hmm
And would you say it's more of an emotion or a state of being, heartbreak?
I think it's a state of everything honestly hmm
But I think the most important thing is to take that and
Rise up and create our own atmosphere

Atmosphere
The pervading tone or a mood of a situation or creative work
I think the latter of that definition fits this album, especially this song
That's exactly what Mystics done on this album
I mean he's created art he's created his own atmosphere
How he's even redefined what atmosphere even means
It's taken a whole team, it's taken hours
I've never seen anyone work so fucking hard
Blood sweat and tears have been put
Into this album guys!