Notifications Off

I turn my notifications off
Cause if I hit you back
You'll know what's wrong
Once more
I'm living behind closed doors
Cause if I let you in
You'd probably run

Yes I know I could lie
But I don't really want to
My tunnel vision
Never really lasts this long
So I'm reaching for any light
I can cling to
But I find I lose my nerve

Even though
My head's up in the clouds
I feel six feet under
But you can't know
I'm doing everything I can
Not to blow my cover
It's not your fault
I'm shutting you out
Till the problem's solved
So I keep my notifications off

It's simple
To put it all on bad luck
So when the worst thing comes
It's like I made it up
And I don't really mind
If you're not my home
Temporarily finding
Some peace alone
I know you care
That's not quite enough

Yes I know I could lie
But I don't really want to
My tunnel vision
Never really lasts this long
So I'm reaching for any light
I can cling to
But I find I lose my nerve

Even though
My head's up in the clouds
I feel six feet under
But you can't know
I'm doing everything I can
Not to blow my cover
It's not your fault
I'm shutting you out
Till the problem's solved
So I turn my notifications off

Cause if you look
I doubt you'll find
The answer in my eyes
Keep an open mind
It's hidden in plain sight

Even though
You're calling me up
You'll never find out
Cause you can't know
I'm trying my best
To hide it from you



Credits
Writer(s): Sam Stevenson
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