Sad On Sad

Walking down the streets of Mexico
I got a lotta thoughts left to let go
Does loneliness grow faster
When you cross this many borders?

I've got my favorite people next to me
They think I'm overreacting probably
But I can't get back into my body

Took a shot of tequila, it didn't work
Took a dive in the ocean, felt good
Wrote down what I'm thankful for
It made me feel like an ungrateful little bitch

Dark darker turmoil in my head
In paradise but rather I'd be in bed
Can't get outta this movie
That's happening without me

I don't know how
All of y'all do it
If I'm being honest
The world just spins round
While we're in ruins
Until it's the end

And I don't know how to deal with this
I'm trying to do all the right things
But I keep feeling sad on sad
And I don't even have it that bad

Went to bed at ten again last night
I said no twice to a glass of wine
Sitting still in the morning
For at least 15 whole minutes

God I hate feeling sorry for myself
That's why I work so hard
On my mental health
But sometimes I guess it all just
Hits right where it's hurting

Took a shot of tequila, it didn't work
Took a dive in the ocean, felt good
Can't get outta this movie
That's happening without me

I don't know how
All of y'all do it
If I'm being honest
The world just spins round
While we're in ruins
Until it's the end

And I don't know how to deal with this
I'm trying to do all the right things
But I keep feeling sad on sad
And I don't even have it that bad

I have a great job - could be worse
I have a pretty nice face - could be worse
I had a bad break up - I wasn't the first

But the future scares the hell out of me
And the power hungry who are at the lead
And the list goes on and on and on and on

And I don't know how to deal with this
I'm trying to do all the right things
But I keep feeling sad on sad