Self-Reflective

Staring at the pictures on my wall
Think that I would rather watch them fall
Is it too late to change my name?
Present myself in a different way
Self-reflection got me all messed up

Got up out of bed
Tore the pictures down
Voices in my head
Tell me to calm down
I was just a kid
Figuring it out
Worth it in the end
But I want it all now

I don't get to choose
Who I am with you
'Cause I don't feel myself
I just feel used
Memories fade
And they remain
I don't know which one's worse
Only feeling my own
When I'm all alone
It's a self-reflective
Self-reflective curse
(Ah-ah-ah)
Self-reflective
Self-reflective

Maybe I should spend more time alone
But then again, that's when life hits the bone
Uh-uh
Will you be there
When I can't breathe
And thoughts are suffocating me?
The answer's probably better off unknown

Got up out of bed
Tore the pictures down
Voices in my head
Tell me to calm down
I was just a kid
Figuring it out
Worth it in the end
But I need it all now

I don't get to choose
Who I am with you
'Cause I don't feel myself
I just feel used
Memories fade
And they remain
I don't know which one's worse
Only feeling my own
When I'm all alone
It's a self-reflective
Self-reflective curse
(Ah-ah-ah)
Self-reflective
Self-reflective

I know I think too much
About if I'm enough
I keep on growing up
Sometimes, it's all too much
I think of all I've done
And everything I did
But, still, it's not enough
When I'm reflecting

I don't get to choose
Who I am with you
'Cause I don't feel myself
I just feel used
Memories fade
And they remain
I don't know which one's worse
(I don't know which one's worse)
Only feeling my own
When I'm all alone
It's a self-reflective
Self-reflective curse
Self-reflective
Self-reflective

(Ah-ah-ah)
Why am I so self-reflective?
(Woah-yeah, yeah)
God, I wish I wasn't so self-reflective