If This Is Goodbye

Finally hit the ground, I'm at the bottom now
Never thought I could be this low
Felt like falling down an endless hole
No, I don't see the light and I don't hear God
Crawling in the dark, now my limbs are cold
Screaming out, "Help," but it just echoes (echoes)

Only one way out of here, I don't think I can reach it
Everything I hold dear, erased by all of my demons
My sorry is sincere, I've just lost all of my reasons
Reasons left to stay

So if this is goodbye (ooh)
Please don't count my cry as a sin
No, I don't want to die (ooh)
But it keeps getting harder to live

And I put up a fight (ooh)
But now I've got nothing to give
So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
I hope someday to see you again

There's nothing you could have said
Nothing you could have done different
It was always between me and my head
Never meant to hurt you in the process

But I just can't keep holding on
Wish I could believe that things will get better
Wish I could just flip a switch in my mind
Then I could fix how I feel altogether
Then I could mean it when I say I'm fine

It's never that easy and neither is life
Don't think I wanted to leave you behind
I tried, I tried, I've tried

So if this is goodbye (ooh)
Please don't count my cry as a sin
No, I don't want to die (ooh)
But it keeps getting harder to live

And I put up a fight (ooh)
But now I've got nothing to give (nothing, nothing)
So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
I hope someday to see you again

If this is goodbye (ooh)
I'll see you on the other side (ooh)
I'll see you, if this is goodbye (ooh)
I'll see you, if this is goodbye (ooh)

Open up my eyes, I don't know where I am
And everything is blurry, my mom's holding my hand
Turns out I was in a hurry, but God had other plans
He said my goodbye was early, now I've got a second chance