Bloom

I wanted to lose myself
I think I went too far
I've been searching for signs of acceptance for far too long
I think I'm lost

Will you take me as I am
A broken empty shell of a man
I'm starting to resemble a boy
And he just wants his dad

Hey you, man now tell me what I've been missing
I'm in the back don't think that I have been listening

I'm on the edge and I'm about to stop breathing
Oh not today, oh man I hope you don't leave me

Hey you, man now tell me what I've been missing
I'm in the back don't think that I have been listening

I'm on the edge and I'm about to stop breathing
Oh not today, oh man I hope you don't leave me

I've just wanted them to stick around
But they just leave
I wanna be someone that you can think about
My feelings always get in your face
I don't want to be a burden
But can't stand on my own
Wanna feel it
An emotional bloom
Carry the weight of my past
And know it's okay for things to not last

But the pressure's not forever
I can feel it moving on
But frankly I just find myself
Right back at the start

I blame myself far too often now
A little perspective can go so far

Hey you, man I don't care what I've been missing
I'm numb to the pain it feels like I am not breathing

I'm on the edge and if I scream can you hear me?
Oh not today, I didn't think you would leave me

Don't think I can stay here in my head
It's getting too cold
I think I've spent all of my time
Now I need to bloom

The clock is ticking
The room keeps spinning
And I'm getting kind of scared
Of what I think I'm seeing

There's blood on my hands
I've never felt so fucking scared
I know I felt this way as I was leaving
Out of the door because

I'm scared of the unknown
The dying black abyss
That one day might swallow up my soul
I just want to breathe

Hey you man, is this what I have been missing
I'm not on my own because I have you here with me

I'm down from the edge cause I could not bare your witness
I love you the most and I know you're not leaving

Don't think I can stay here in my head
It's getting too cold
I think I've spent all my time
Now I need to bloom



Credits
Writer(s): Nicholas Roy
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