Usually

Usually I'm all by my lonesome daydreaming recollecting
You can leave a note by the window I might just feel the essence
I can't let you enter my heaven that shit already happened
One too many times changed my life for the better how'd you ever
Always used to think I was clever no one else can do better
Make mistakes and then make excuses maybe it was the weather
That shit was my favorite expression said it a hundred times
It don't make my life better maybe I wasn't clever yea
Right now don't feel great right now
Cuz you ain't seen tomorrow's pain
I like where I am right now cuz I'm free from my wants and chains
Right now don't feel great right now
Cuz you ain't seen tomorrow's pain
I like where I am right now cuz I'm free from my wants and chains
Usually I think about later right now I wanna chill
Kick my feet I'm running through nature and conquer all the fields
Phone is ringing I cannot answer I'm busy standing still
You just wanna pull me out paradise into something real
Pull up to party I'm dancin and mixing with the soda
Faded tryna find me feeling I think i'm getting closer
Leaving early don't think I'm meant for this maybe when I'm older
They just tryna pull me out anything that can make me feel Yea
Right now don't feel great now
Cuz you ain't seen tomorrow's pain
I like where I am right now cuz I'm free from my wants and chains
Right now don't feel great right now
Cuz you ain't seen tomorrow's pain
I like where I am right now cuz I'm free from my wants and chains
It's a blessing to be dying while the world grows
Everyday I'm feeling less maturing that much faster
Usually I'm involved the mix cuz pleasure was my master
Recently I met up with a girl I already planned my actions
I couldn't pull through
Though eye contact is very tempting
Smiling starring deep in my cornea what is your intentions
Usually I would make the move and slowly turn on the music
But an intimate bond with strangers now seeming so confusing damn



Credits
Writer(s): Armstrong Tanyi Orock
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