Delusions

I am in my head
I am in my head
I am in my head
I am in my head

World is talking to me nice
Likes going up
Caught up in a vice
I'm being praised for haze of perfection
Put in promos like my shine is the light
I am nothing standing solo put my ego on ice
If He go maybe me go cheat on my wife
Go back to drugs and the people of night
See because He lets me be see my sight
Prayed to the Father to fill my insides
Going to church didn't believe in the smiles
This must be fake now
All I need to do is call to Him and be found
Nah I rather sit and be proud
Stuck with a frown
Feeling down to be down
If only I asked Him He'd pass my crown
Rather hear me than God's healing abound

I am in my head
I am in my head
I am in my head
I am in my head

Why, how can I submit to these lies?
Girls tricking I got to treat them till they found
Blind leading blind I could not see it wow
I became the same poison to their flesh that killed mine
I willed I could be God world denies
I provide
They keep leeching I turn dry
I give answers
More questions arise
I can't be street
I can't be love
I can't be me
I can't be yall
I just feel numb I just feel pain
Can't make no sense but chasing that green
Help me Father
I'm a sinner being delivered to slaughter
I done played your daughters
I done killed your fathers
I done robbed the weak
I done came up hardened
I done forgot my people
I surrender a martyr
Hands up



Credits
Writer(s): Yoneiby Rosario Jr.
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