Veils

Shake me awake
I know the veils thin
I hope we meet again
Left the door open for you
Let my soul break
Know there's no going back
It wasn't love like that
I'm so nostalgic for you
You lead me astray
I'm chasing déjà vus
Ooh I'm still mad at you
Corazón de obsidiana
I know we all afraid
She the veil thin
I hope we meet again

Feel like it's been so long
Since we moved on
Needed no sleep
2018, summer at the mushroom park
OD
Found our pack we were pups no click
Leave the homies always had me homesick
Almost all had daddy issues
It was beautiful that we weren't hopeless
A little broken
Kin been chosen
Called me out on every misstep
Watched my friends juggle drugs
Few done flew away oh how I miss them
Complicated
When the world don't teach us how to love
But love when we all addicted
Mm

Shake me awake
I know the veils thin
I hope we meet again
Left the door open for you
Let my soul break
Know there's no going back
It wasn't love like that
I'm so nostalgic for you
You lead me astray
I'm chasing déjà vus
Ooh I'm still mad at you
Corazón de obsidiana
I know we all afraid
She the veil thin
I hope we meet again

Summer 2018
Or was it 2019?
Or was it wintertime?
Aww nevermind
You looking good enough to treat
Good enough to eat
Come around fuck around
With the funnest fleet
Stuff the lungs with tree
Lucky how we done found
Alone time in this mob mentality
Hometown heartthrob aw u rattled me
Little interest till i'm gone with the cali breeze
Big ol fish in a pond didn't matter
Till i pawned my flesh & i spawned my salary
Flew back home for a show
& the hole that i left in my soul
Is the width of the space that u hold
Looking up at me from the front row

And I still see you now
How i saw you then
& so you say

Shake me awake
I know the veils thin
I hope we meet again
Left the door open for you
Let my soul break
Know there's no going back
It wasn't love like that
I'm so nostalgic for you
You lead me astray
I'm chasing déjà vus
Ooh I'm still mad at you
Corazón de obsidiana
I know we all afraid
She the veil thin
I hope we meet again

'ion got time for your hot take
Primo been telling me cáele
I learned a lot off the runway
Still making room for my bad days
My pen keep their finger on backspace
I give a fuck what they all say
They throwing shade from a distance
They fade in the distance like writing my last name
We were Dumb kids
I was breaking hearts up in abundance
Made 100 racks before I dropped out while family my still had nothing
Contradictions tear us all apart, beauty live in the silver lines

If you told me
You would stay
Could you hold me
Through the waves
I'd love you
Either way
And I'm sorry
We love, then you trust, and I run
All my scars, all your fears, all we are
When I'm home I still feel what it was
Learning love alone, never enough



Credits
Writer(s): Xiuhtezcatl Tonatiuh Martinez, Jaiia Xi-tika Cerff, S Nemeh Ab Aakhu Barnes, Mato Wayuhi
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