Sciatica

I couldn't stay here
I couldn't run
I want to lay there
Stare at the sun

As the grass grows around me
As the grass grows around me
As the grass grows around me

Guess I didn't mean it when I said that I'm fine
Tell me what you need and everything you despise
Me included even though I see it both sides
You look so defeated when you fiend for those highs

Uh uh oh

Befriending your demons
Hedonistic soul ties
Said I needed Jesus but believe in no
Gods
Never feel completed when you're being so shy
Say it how you mean it don't be C and O Y

Uh uh oh

Ok that's cool, yeah, thanks for the info
I'm getting used to my feelings in limbo
I figured out I'd be here ever since so
I sit alone as I stare out the window

As the walls close around me
As the walls close around me
As the walls close around me

Did you mean it when you said that you were
Stuck between it like it's heaven and earth
I'm sorry
Even if you choose to deny
Think the timing here is truly divine
My darling
Did this once
Hurt enough isn't fun
Just for once treat me as if I'm enough
And the sun
Will shine
On all those who died
Whether close or not
All of us

As the grass grows around me
As the grass grows around me