Might Need A Murder

I've had one too many drinks tonight

So seeing you was really kinda nice
Who's this boy, why he's looking for a fight
That's how it goes, so that's how it goes

And why the fuck you called me
Why the fuck you called me

I just threw a party
And you were not even invited
And why would I be sorry when you got me all left-handed

When we're on the phone, you're feeling like you got offended

You had me in my world
You're such a nasty girl
I think I'm going crazy
That's why I need insurance

I could easily take a turn
Why you say I wasn't there
I wish you never saw me
Like a lease without a tenant
Like a crime without a warrant
And the moon without the distance
You know I'm still on hold
I've been leaving things behind, so let me know

And when you said I lurked, it was not intended
Life was getting weird, with circumstances

Who's this boy, why he's looking for a fight
So that's how it goes, that's how it goes

Lately there's been crazy people coming in my life
This year I just turned 30, can't be staying late at night
It got me kinda worried, I put 40 on my side
He came in being mad, and left that place, like he was crying

I wonder what will happen, yea I might need a murder
I got too much to lose, it got me acting like a monster
They all be looking at me, so they try to get you
Then They try to fuck with you
Then they try to get to me, and ask me for advice
On how to make it on their own, you see

You know I'm still on hold
I've been leaving things behind, so let me know

And when you said I lurked, it was not intended
Life was getting weird, with circumstances

Who's this boy, why he's looking for a fight
So that's how it goes, that's how it goes