Deep

Hey, oh, yeah, yeah
Yo, I'm bout to catch a case, all my memories erased
Lookin' at the bigger picture, think I need to take a taste
But no, it's too much, I can't take
Is this luck or is this fate?
I don't think I wanna know, for the sake my mental state
If I could, I would escape from the grip of my thoughts
Think they turnin' me insane, every night I turn and toss
I done fought the fight but loss, I am no longer in charge
Every ounce of my sanity done flew right out the door

Hey, tell me what you need, yeah, tell me what you want
Ay you know I got the weed, is you tryin to hit the blunt?
Got a problem I confront, hey, I'm workin', it's never done
Said I think that I'm goin' crazy, so homie, you better run
I been claimin' that I'm the one, knowledge power, it's like my gun
Always rockin' a lethal weapon, haven't lost but haven't won
I been sayin' since I was young, this isn't right, it isn't wrong
It ain't short, but it ain't long
I ain't weak, but I ain't strong

Hey, feel it deep within, feel it deep inside
No, it ain't that deep, but the feelin' means you're alive
Feel it deep within, feel it deep inside
No, it ain't that deep, but the feelin', it never lies
Feel it deep within, feel it deep inside
No, it ain't that deep, but the feelin' means you're alive
Feel it deep within, feel it deep inside
No, it ain't that deep, but the feelin' it never lies
Yo, homie, yeah, you're alive
The feelin' it never lies

They like to criticize my thoughts, they don't think about the cost
If you try to fuck with me, then I'ma have to fuck you up
It's just somethin' in my blood, I'm a true American
Yeah, it's somethin' in my nature, well, adapt when things get tough
But if you're weak, I'll pick you up
I mean, who am I to judge
Yeah, we all in this together, boost the bass and the crescendo
Hear me clear, enhance the treble
I'm an angel, wear a halo
Tell me what you came for
Give exactly what you paid for
Then they come and bring the napalm
And they always tell me, stay calm
And it really make me think long
Got me wonderin', can I stay strong?

But I'm a true fuckin' believer
From the show me state, so they be askin', have you seen it
No, I really haven't, but I know that I can feel it
Playin' with my balls like she be Venus or Serena
Fuckin' with my psyche, poppin' pillies, I'm addicted
Switch it up, don't fuck with Nazis, three stripes like Adidas
And don't fuck with dirty pussy, send that to the cleaners
And just know that when I say it, that I fuckin' mean it

Can't stop it, no, can't stop it, ay
Can't stop it, ay, can't stop it, ay
Can't stop it, no, can't stop it, ay
Can't stop it, ay, can't stop it, ay
Can't stop it, no, can't stop it, ay
Can't stop it, ay, can't stop it, ay

So you ask me what I'm feelin'
My apologies, I can't explain it, it ain't cement
Roses out the concrete, somethin' special that I'm fiendin'
Need a better outlook, like addiction, I can't keep it
Look me in the eyes, nicotine, it keep on creepin'
Liquor runnin' through my system, in my blood it's seeped in
I've said I've jumped off the deep end
I can't save myself cause I feel as if I'm dreamin'
So if seein' is believin', I can trust a thing
Is there somethin' I'm achievin'?

Can't stop it, no, can't stop it, ay
Can't stop it, ay, can't stop it, ay
Can't stop it, no, can't stop it, ay
Can't stop it, ay, can't stop it, ay
Can't stop it, no, can't stop it, ay
Can't stop it, ay, can't stop it, ay

Feel it deep within, feel it deep inside
Know it ain't that deep, but the feelin' means you're alive
Feel it deep within, feel it deep inside
Know it ain't that deep, but the feelin' it never lies
Feel it deep within, feel it deep inside
Know it ain't that deep, but the feelin' means you're alive
Feel it deep within, feel it deep inside
Know it ain't that deep, but the feelin' it never lies
Yo, homie, yeah, you're alive
The feelin' it never lies

They like to criminalize my thoughts
Spittin' out lines I jot
Cancel the lessons I taught
Send me a message, I call
Grabbin' my gun out the drawer
Aimmin' down as they crawl
Listenin' to em, they stall
Then kill everyone that was involved, hey
I can't stop it
No, I can't stop it, ay
I can't stop it, ay
I said I can't stop it, ay

I don't know what my problem is, I feel it every day
I feel it deep within, It makes me feel some type of way
Hooked on the feelin', I can easily get carried away
There's some times I hope it's just a phase
And there's times I hope it never fades
This exciting, everlasting craze
Got me fallin' off
Rollin' down into a haze
Lookin' at the book of life
Maybe just another page
Gotta go do my own thing
Follow the feelin' I'm made for
Better go do somethin' about this napalm
They already dropped a big bomb
And they try to tell us stay calm