Burial Plot Soliloquy

If I took my life
And I finished off with a knife
Slice through vein and bone

What a day it is already
I can't wait to fucking cry
I look forward to the sorrow

Maybe I'll get lucky
And I'll fucking stop breathing
Heart finally caving in
What a not so fortune circumstance
I've had a great time in the sorrow
Thirty years of pain
I'm not singing in the rain

Let my life fade out
With the sorrow for cadance
Crescdeno to finally
To imploding, exploding
Brain matter all over the walls
A hop skip and a jump away
From funeral planning
"Looks good down here
Six feet
A nice place to reside forever"
The next forecast
"Fake, with a chance of abandonment issues"
I never wanted to live
Didn't ask to exist

Now I'm here waiting turn to rot
Into a hell of my choosing
Suicide, set the trip up

You made your hollow point
You made your hollow point rounds
Around the clock
Hour missed deep end
Perfect
You made your hollow point
Made your hollow point rounds
It's all a plot
Wasn't holding me

How much weight can one carry?
An entire life of embarrassment
An entire life of mockery
Revived and bloody our encounters
Share this pitiful commodity
Until the use is up
Should have put it back
I never belonged

"One day some depressed child
Who lives in pain everyday
Find this one day
But he will grow to be depressed
Just as I was
And it'll be too late
By the time the message hits
I was wrong
There's no point in their evidence"

Eat all of your feelings
On today's menu
Last breath
Blood soaked carpet
Take a gander
Lived in a miserable life
Maybe you can see the traces
In his blood

I wrote my last message
You don't have to respond
It's okay baby



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