Before I Lose Myself

Would you
Lie to them bitches that you out here kissing
And making me look like a fool for attention
My daddy warned me to not get in my feelings
If I have no ring then I shouldn't be trippin'

But it's different
(When you've given it all)
And I'm slipping
(Trying not to fall)

Before I lose myself
I need some help
Or I'll be damaged

But I've been waiting patient
And my girls say that I'm crazy
To keep on giving chances
When I know that won't change for me

It's obvious that who you claim to be
Is not what's being expressed to me
I'm losing my hope and my sanity
I'm losing myself why can't you see

I've been past the limit of our love
I'm losing sense and
When I get in my feelings
You know to keep distance cause

Shit can ugly
Know I can get ruthless
And talk out the side of my neck
Won't even text or call until I'm ready to
But you know I still love you
(I still love you)
You know I still love you
(I still love you)
You know I still love you

They can't comprehend what we do
Unless I'm just lost in the feeling
Know sometimes I'm caught reminiscing
And I just hate when I'm tempted

I'm losing track of me
I'm losing half of me
I'm filled with apathy
But don't be mad at me
Cause you've been out here gone
And I've been here alone
With some time to think
Think bout you and me

Can't help that I'm tripping
I like all the feelings
I'm vibing in a dream

I know that you see that I'm hurting
But I will just let you be
(let you be)

I've been past the limit of our love
I'm losing sense and
When I get in my feelings
You know to keep distance cause

Shit can ugly
Know I can get ruthless
And talk out the side of my neck
Won't even text or call until I'm ready to
But you know I still love you
(I still love you)
You know I still love you
(I still love you)
You know I still love you