I Stopped Believing

Any given moment here could be our last
I know that that gets said a lot
But still cant shake it from my mind
An inefficiency miles away can cause
A million more minor breaks, they wanna
Breath you better now, I gotta
See your feathers now
A pattern breaking up, it scatters
On the surfaces of what remains that still has shape-
It hasn't yet decayed
Anybody who is wide awake can take a
Blind look at all the ways to make a
Melody that never changes
The endless chase of denser spaces

I don't sleep well, but
I'm still living
Who's to say that
Thats not winning?

With every passing moment fed to film
A ticket punched-
I won't waste time on spun-up reels
Projecting on the past
I'm on a mission to emancipate, I've gone and
Relocated all my hate, go ahead and
Leave my troubles behind, I gotta
Read my rubble right

I don't sleep well, but
I'm still living
Who's to say that
Thats not winning?
I don't sleep well, but
I'm still dreaming
Still not ready to stop believing

When I'm sleeping and I'm dreaming
If I'm someone else completely
Then I wonder
What's the difference really?
Maybe I'm just someone else
Who fell into a hole inside themself
And had a dream that one day they'd stop sleeping-
Am I dreaming? Am I sleeping?
Am I someone else completely?
Then I wonder
What's the difference really?
Maybe I'm just someone else
Who fell into a hole inside themself
And had a dream they'd finally woke from sleeping
Am I sleeping? Am I dreaming?
If I wake up in the evening
Then will I be someone else completely?
When I sleep I'm someone else
Just clinging to some version of themself
Just begging not to be someone who's dreaming
Am I dreaming? Am I sleeping?
Am I someone else completely?
And how could you tell the difference really?
Maybe I'm somebody else
Could it be that I'm somebody else?
Could it be I've finally woke from sleeping?
Am I sleeping, am I dreaming?
Am I sleeping am I dreaming?
Oh, I don't know